And so he falls deeper and deeper for her, but whats if its to deep, and he cant get out, what happens if it was all for nothing and his heart will forever remain in the darkness that is his constant worry. You reasure me in so many ways but the voice is always there, we have to much history for it to go away, why oh why wont this voice leave my thoughts, why with nothing i do can i push it away. Its like a constant itch in the back of your brain that you just cant scratch right. School is two days away and what if you see him….what if something happens….yeah i have a job now but what will i tell my co workers when my arms are scared. I guess ill leave all my trust in my heart which says you are true to your word and wouldnt do anything. I love you forever and always will, there will never be a time when i stop loving you, its damn near impossible. And if you believe my job and school will get in the way of us spending time together, i would walk miles to see you in the dark of night if just for a second, just to feel one soft kiss, to feel the embrace of your touch, we can work through this i know we can, we have been to hell and back together and i know this is nothing like we went through before….we can make it….we have to….your all i have baby
I am killing bears for there hearts, and you’d think that every bear would give you a heart, lol not in WoW you need to kill 3 million bears for 4 hearts <3 blizzard
fuck level 12, it is not fun being a lowbie, i miss my paladin. So today i found out tea is actually pretty good when it tastes like lemonade, only downside is your piss like a race horse XD
Its about 6:30 in the morning and i cant seem to sleep, i want to finish my dailies on WoW but i cant will my self to go u[stairs, damn my lazy tendencies. Hmmm i am trying to think of something to do today my baby will be gone to chicago with jessica to see dot dot dot luck ><, lets hope she is responsible and what not. I have full trust that she will tho. Hmmm i think Xazier wanted to hang out before his GED shit started that may be a idea. So i have come to realize over the past week that Jezxa is perfect…its true nothing about her is bad…well i mean besides her smoking habit but i guess i am being hypocritical seeing as i smoke occasionally but if she told me to stop i would only if she would to. But anyway i love her to death and that will never change i know i do stupid shit sometimes but its mainly to get her attention back on me. I adore and feed off her kisses and her touch. Its like none other i swear, have y ou ever took a kitten and rubbed it on your face? the soft tingly feeling its fur make you feel, is what i feel when she touches me, and her kiss….wow its like bliss and rapture all wrapped into one little touch of our lips. My heart belongs to her and only her i dont see my self with anyone but her in the future. baby you are one in a million and i am head over heels over heels in love with you, i have been since that first day i met you. Monkey and Piglet forever <3
I enjoyed the night i had, went to jezxa’s at 2 in the morning to meet Mikal who used to hate me when we actually have alot in common which is pretty tight, i also love jezxa terribly, i love her cute posts about me they mae me feel wonderful :) baby i love you so much your my piglet and you always will be <3
And he walked alone for the longest time, a long road of sorrow and anguish until he found her then a light shone on his dark and dismal world. The light shined brighter and got dimmer as time went on but now he walks with her next to him once more and the light is so bright he burst into flames…..ouch flames hurt
she has become my everything, my breath, my life, my friend, my lover, my girlfriend, but most of all she is my piglet. In about a month we will have met for the first time in a year, wow a year i have known her. I still day dream about the first day i saw her, who knew the shy alex would fall for the cute short blonde girl who ran up and hugged me with the biggest grin on her face. And you thought i was going to break up with you after your dad dragged you out of the theater. We have sure had our share of bad times but this time feels good, we have hardly fought i think we have got all the bad out ya know, like we used to fight about little shit but now its like wtf we are in love little stuff can gtfo. Trust me we are both two different people like you want pie and i wan beefjerky, but we are best friend and most of all boyfriend and girlfriend your my piglet i am your monkey, and i dont see that changing anytime soon. baby your one in a million, who knew i would find love with you i sure didnt but i am glad i did. you are amazing gorgeous cute irresistable sexy everything rolled into one small blonde package. well i think i will wrap it up here cause i gotta go potty :D alex
Whoa i graduated highschool yesterday and wow was it a relatily check, i now have to go find a job, and start saving money to get out of nazi germany that is my parents, but i guess i am more over reflecting on that day and looknig around the crowded room i saw the many faces i knew and talked to everyday and i wondered which people i woulds till talk to or which i would see on cops years later, i guess its the people you dont expect who stick around, case in point andrew,. I know that guy will stay my friend for most or all my life. They say graduation is the first day of the rest of your life, i have two stand points on this. ! you no longer have to attend school unless you go to college job etc, 2 that day will be momemtous occasion for two reasons, i graduated and i got the love of my life back. I can offcially look back on this day as being on of the greastest i have had, not only am i done with highschool, but i have her back and i dont plan on letting thet change.
to hide the feels and the cold hard truth. i need you. i want you. i still wear your necklace in the hopes one day you will return to me. I feel like im just leaving for a war and ive just said my goodbyes to you only theres that though in the back of my head that, im not coming back, and its not by my choice….Graduation is coming up and i lookied forward to it for so long and hoped i would have sopmeone to share it with…but i fucked it all to hell, i have no prom date and im planning on not going so i dont end up crying infront of my friends and finding my self liek all the other people, passed out in some room next to bottle. I dont want it to end this way, this doesnt seem real. Its like im constantly living one day dream, over and over and over in which i will never truely be happy. I tell you im doing good, you say its because im better off without you…..i lied….im not ok, im a train wreck…i fell in love with you…and my heart will always be with you, you my not wear my heart anylonger but where ever it is i hope its with you because that little piece of your heart you gave me still dangles from my neck ever so perfect, waiting for the day its owner will be in my arms again…..lets hope that day is soon….it missies you
